The road that I'm on is the easiest road to stay on. I'm 27, married, and living comfortably. But I'm being neglected, disrespected, and slowly becoming emotionally numb.
The road less traveled has brought me to the love of my life, from another country, who is my best friend and would treat me so much better.
I sleep next to my husband each night after I tell my "boyfriend" that I love him. The guilt is overbearing and the worst part of my life right now.
27/F
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5 comments:
You need to end your marriage. IMHO you are cheating. Fine you are not happy, but at least have the decency to move on before you make it worse.
I'm in a similar situation. Only my "other" is just minutes away. I know your pain & confusion, trust me. I'm not going to tell u to leave ur husband, I haven't left mine. People that have not been in such a situation do not understand, at all. Good luck with whatever u choose.
24/F
you are not being truthful to your soul. you must leave the first relationship before you ever start another one. and you cannot rely on another person to make you fel good or bad about yourself, you are giving all your power away. I know I lived a life for others not myself and I am alone and old and friendless because I can no longer trust anyone. don't become like me. just do the right thing, you cannot keep this up forever and the sooner you make a choice the better, not overnight, but peace will come
it is a very sad & I can only imagine all the confusion going on in your heart. Life is so short. I remember hearing that so often. Now that I am 55 and have never felt safe or found myself because of what I been threw and carried with me all these years. Who is it you are really thinking of? Not yourself? Not really him? It is hard to tear apart a family or what we believe is our family. God wants us to work out our marriages to the point that we have exhausted all avenues. So help yourself and reach out to your marriage and then you can know if it is what is the right situation for you and your husband. In the end having a other on the side is only going to damage your own self and everyone else involved. The best to do is face the issues and work them out, that way if you do end up in a new path, it will be with self respect, trust and all the values a person deserves. It is only compounding your problem by not owning up and could go very wrong, very fast in so many ways. I will pray that you find the strength to take the correct path. I wish you all the best.
Ok I can write a book on this subject and many problems that arise in a marriage. How is the road easy? This is to say that you grown to accept the emotional abuse you state. You say you are being disrespected, neglected and slowly becoming emotionally numb. I truly believe that it is due to the fact of accepting the emotional abuse in your life that has been leading to all the other negative factors. Threw my own experience is how I am basing this. I speak to many others who feel this way and get ourselves caught up in this web of pain, that cycles over and over in our lives until we wake up, become desperate to realize the truth and make changes. We all learn from our mistakes but first we have to realize what they are and be graced with answers, answers that can only come once we ask and keep a open heart to listen and take in to apply to our lives. You are taken the path that kills the soul. I wish you the best and pray for you to get a revelation to your life.
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